Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Brain bleh

because sometimes I get that realization that those little moments can tip my entire world like 


flooring the gas or pressing send and when will stuff begin to be right I can’t even write with 


my left hand much less my right to a vitamin water for under two dollars was rudely removed 


by the ladies in the cafeteria downstairs last weak knees, swoon, sigh, still the ones whom I 


admire never notice little ol’ meal time, sleep time, school time, meal time, sleep time, school 


time, time time, tick tock, tick clock tock time your fixed punctuality is nearly as irritating as 


the prices in the cafeteria I mean honestly, haven’t ya’ll heard of a student discount every 


thing you suspect from my sometimes stained sweatshirts and usually unmade hair because I 


have a quiet confidence or so I’m told that there’s some really great food three blocks over and 


you can get a sandwich plus a drink for $3.15 but oh. I forgot, you don’t eat, and come to think 


of it I have those tests I need to study for so I should go sit in the library and pretend to do 


homework while I pretend I don’t have homework to do nothing would be worse than doing 


somethings wrong, but that’s a hard concept to internalize when the world has billions of 


people, and twice as many eyes


Feels good to be writing again, even if it is rambly brain bleh.

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